Snuff Out

DustySkidz

Should I use the pills, or should I drive a car off a cliff?
Should I overdose on Heroin, Or should I slit my wrist?
Suicidal thoughts hang over me like a cloud,
My life is $$$$ed up, it's the end of it now
Heading down a dead end without an escape,
Ain't no left or right, I can only head straight,
Because I missed the turning years ago,
Pull out a desert eagle and my brains I'll blow
Maybe I won't do it, maybe I ain't got the guts,
As I sit and analyze, I see myself in a rut,
It's something so deep, I can't get out,
What's the meaning of life? What's it all about?
Is the meaning of life to be a facing a struggle?
If it ain't me, it's them, $$$$, my heads gettin muddled
I shouldn't think about it, I should just do this,
When I'm dead and gone they gon' think that I'm foolish
But no, i beg to differ, I'm the intelligent one,
I'm goin' somewhere else to lie near the sun,
The pain of everyday living stuck in the past,
The after life will be much better, I'll be happy at last
So don't cry for me, cos you didn't care,
I came to all y'all for help, and you weren't even there,
I seem to have spent my life making you b@stards happy,
But what about me!? Why am I so unhappy!?
I feel so alone as the wind's turning colder,
The way that I'm feeling I ain't gon' get too much older,
But first of all I have to find a way to kill myself,
Should I drink that bleach that I see on the shelf?
Or maybe I should let someone else do it,
Put the gun in their hand and pay them to pull it
But thinking realistically, it's got to be me,
Got to be me who does the deed, My own killer should be me
So say goodbye, it's your very last chance,
As I put the muzzle to my head, my heart starts to dance,
So, Au Revoir, Auf Wiedersehen, Arriva Derci,
My life's got to end so my life cannot hurt me
Cok back the hammer, sweat pours down my face,
Soon all the bad memories i have will be erased,
$$$$ got so bad, pain that I couldn't handle,
Time for it all to end, snuff myself out like a candle

I-RoNiK

It's amazin what you write when your emotions take over,
if you gon drive a car off a cliff i know someone with a rover-
come on sh*t, don't do some sh*t you gon regret
you gon' kill yourself, over some $$$$$ you never met?
Go on, slit ya wrist, an watch it while it bleeds
or jab yourself wit heroin to satisfy your needs
read it through man, you know that you don't mean it
what i gotta do dawg? i sit here an i scream it!
you gotta look further then the end of the road
f*ck left and right, and it will lighten your load
life aint for analyzin it's for livin in the moment
so take yo life and live it, go on, get out there an show them
that it's you, it's you man, and ya goin alone-
I can see it now - you make it to the end of the road!
no more suicidal thoughts, no more livin in the struggle-
no more people bring you down, no more decisions to juggle
but hey if you go now, somehow, you take the easy route,
make sure you're certain, close the curtain, you don't want no doubts
what if yo mama walks in?... see's you, she screams and she shouts-
but hell it's too late, your candles already out.

safe, just a quick free back to that verse... which was heeeevi!

DustySkidz

Nice one mate. My drop and yours went together well

birminghammanz

murkage safe ironik

I-RoNiK

hey havnt seen u for tiiime birm! hows it goin?

safe dusty, sound pretty cool together dont they!

birminghammanz

im all good i see ur still writeing big bars keep it up

last time i was on here we was always clashing
ur probley merk me fast now i see ur getting alot better lol