I chat bout ma gal :(

lil MC

Previously posted this in "...Enter and drop a lyric"
since your on the subject of $$$$$$es (no offence ladies), thought i'd throw this in here!

gone!

My gunshot lyrics are dirty, even grimy//
but now imma, have to switch this totally//
its going to be bout girls, yes ladies only//
the way they trample on your heart, like a creepy crawly//
see it starts off, nice, warm, loving and well//
after a little while, she becomes THE girl//
your love starts to grow fast, really starts to swell//
and u fink, your the luckiest guy in the world//
see its all smiles, while you planning your future//
talking bout things, you’re going to be doing together//
fink your love is invincible, will last any weather//
that you’ll be resting, in each others arms forever//
as days, weeks and months go by slowly//
you start to realise, its getting very heavy//
you don’t have control you’ve set your love free//
this means that you’re bound together, eternally//
maybe not in body, but in mind, soul and heart//
u start to fink that nothing, could keep you apart//
but even though you’re happy, that's when the real $$$$ starts//
the arguing, the bull$$$$, that can make couples part//
they start off little, but keep getting bigger//
from the most minor things, to things that are major//
u try to sort it out and, chat to each other//
only because you know there is, a special thing deya//
it all smoothes over, and everything’s all changed//
both say you’ll be different, but the thoughts just deranged//
things u thought would stay the same, have to be re-arranged//
compromise with each other, and your not even engaged//
you have to do all this, that alone shows how serious it is//
that and your chats bout, your future marriage and kids//
the love was like Pringles, cant stop wen u pop the lids//
you even got used to each others weird habits//
all the while your happy, your having little arguments still//
it's really pissing you off, making your head ill//
both feel like jumping off, from upstairs window sill//
she says I’ll stop arguing, only if you will//
so you stop rowing, but it don’t last for long//
it's like a scratched record, repeating the same song//
You’re both having doubts, thinking the relationships wrong//
but then quickly think “nah”, that together you belong//
even though it’s blatant, that there's nuff love for each other//
she keeps trying to make it work, but you don’t bother//
you keep going on like your bigger and better//
going on like she was minor, and you are a topshotter//
she threatens to leave, so you start to screw//
shouting and arguing, till your head turns blue//
she’s gona go, and you don’t know what to do//
if it does happen, your whole world, you lose//
then in the end, she finally does it, it happens//
worst feeling in the world, than you can imagine//
pain, like someone, all over your body made incisions//
probably more pain, than having a circumcision//
don’t know what to do, you start to thinks it’s not real//
that after a while, she’ll be back and it will heal//
with all this hurt, you heart cannot longer deal//
the ache in your soul is phenomenal, here’s how it feels//
Like she ripped out your heart, and threw it against the wall//
stamped on it like she was doing log on, in a dancehall,//
you're regretting the day, that you gave her your all//
Thinking hard whether, you should give her a call//
Whether to try and patch it up, because it was your fault//
Try and sort it out, like your grown up and adult//
But then the thought of your pride, gives you a jolt//
don’t want to swallow or lose it, so in your tracks you halt//
your starting to really, long for this loved one//
going round with your head down, feeling so glum//
lock yourself in your bedroom, feel like staying in your drum//
you want to hit the strong stuff, knocking neat Barcadi rum//
This happened to me, the girls name was Raina//
She weren't just my girl, but my wifey and my lover//
They say the best thing, is too love one another//
But then I don't understand how are love flopped, like a skoda//
Its not supposed to be over, till the fat lady sings//
but because of are arguments, and stupid little things//
The relationships dead, flew to heaven, with its wings//
my eyes used to shine, but this has removed from them the bling//
Now I’m on my jacks, and feeling very alone//
No longer is the wifey, ringing on my phone//
She used to be my queen, we used to share the throne//
Where do I go from here, that is unknown//
She was a proper wifey, she always had my back//
Looked after me well, never once did she slack//
*With her nothing was grey, it was mostly white or black//*
I’m left wondering, if she will ever come back//
If she don’t, I got to let the love go fast//
It don’t do your head any good, to dwell on the past//
She weren’t my first lover, and she won’t be the last//
But with any other girl, u know, it’s all just a farce//
We had everything, now I got to let it all go//
But it’s not $$$$ing fair, because I still want to know//
She is a special lady, she weren’t any ho//
To get her back, I’d let the devil take my soul//
Cannot stop thinking about her, night or day//
‘Give me her back’, this to GOD I pray//
I just hoped it could be over, and sorted if I say//
‘baby I love, won’t you come back today’//